A Scientific Approach to Ritual Abuse

OK, these abuse accounts are SO extreme ( WARNING EXPLICIT CONTENT – http://escapingritualabuseinaustralia.com/2014/08/21/pine-lodge-inverloch-victoria-australia/ ).

There MUST be an original traumatising stressor event that started off the chain of generational abuse to begin with. What was it ? Here we can use multiple conflicting hypothesis …

Communities that encourage “Multiple conflicting hypothesis”
(non-[localised, consensus, entrapped] thinking)

The attached paper is “yet another” in a long series of emails that I have sent out over the last couple of years related to fundamental physics, astronomy, and Earth Sciences, especially from the perspective of the fantastically diverse super-scientific communities [Electric Universe; Natural Philiosophy Alliance; climate skeptics like the Friends of Science; International Nerual Network Society & some other Computational Intelligence communities]. Unlike normal scientific [individuals, organisations, communities, conferences, consensi], these communities, for whatever reason, are capable of listening to extremly diverse concepts that they often disagree with, and of discussing ideas constructively. In other words, in practise they achieve a concept that I try to foce on my own behaviour and thinking : “Multiple conflicting hypothesis”.

Howell – Paul Anderson’s “Electric scarring of the Earth’s surface” Bill Howell, 2012, p32 [BTW, the typo’s are not mine but were in the original].

The problem with these Ritual Abuse accounts is that they are so extreme. No wonder victims are not always listened to. I’m not sure that means that they “are not believed”. In fact far from it. The problem may lie in the fact that endlessly repeating very, very dark material makes it almost impossible to think straight. I suspect some law enforcement and criminology experts are taught specific psychological approaches to dealing with this kind of material. I should emphasise that I really appreciate what the lady is doing on her blog linked above. Of course victims of these crimes want to draw attention to it and help other victims. But we don’t seem to have been getting at actual causes here. I’m not sure that making appeals to eschatology and metaphysics is particularly helpful either. Blaming the behaviour on “evil” and other entities is not really that helpful. It’s not a scientific approach.

So, I thought. This is generational abuse. This severe psycho-pathological aberration must have started somewhere. Things don’t tend to “drop out of the sky” one day, especially something that’s this serious. So I came up with an initial list using my knowledge of various types of research and discoveries that have been done over the years.

1. Electric Universe huge solar system cataclysm as original traumatising stressor ? The Electric Universe people examine evidence for some kind of enormous solar system wide catastrophe and/or other seemingly “terrifying” electrical events visible in the ancient sky. If this could have been enough to trigger the kind of serious generational Ritual Abuse that we see is open to debate.

2. Michael Cremospiritual devolution from an original advanced state to one that now includes these serious abuses ? This gets back into the metaphysical realm a bit. But I’m not sure that’s the conclusion that has to be drawn from Cremo and Thompson’s research. He found evidence that modern, anatomically correct humans existed far further back in time then we are taught .. up to 60 to 100 million years ago. Cremo’s interest is in fact a religious one, but he uses a Scientific approach. He believes human beings once existed in a vastly more spiritually advanced state. However the evidence he presents in his book could show something completely different .

3. The Roman Empire as stressor creator ? The Romans were known for their brutality and Ritual Abuse-like excesses of their Emperors, executing people in arena’s, crucifying criminals, You know, the usual Saturday night entertainment fare. They also went on to attack various nature based spiritual traditions like the Druids and generally created an enormous traumatising upheaval. Therefore they certainly qualify as one possible stressor that could damage people to the point where some kind of rather nasty generational abuse is created.

4. Industrial revolution and reductionist, materialist paradigm as original stressor ? Plus notice increase in environmental toxins caused by industrial pollution ( see 5 and 6 as well). It is known that toxins can affect behaviour. I don’t see why the resulting traumatic brain injury could not create exactly the behaviour that we see in Ritual Abuse, that might originate in behaviour created by toxins mixed with lack of spiritual direction due to the materialist paradigm.

5. Ancient meteorite hit causing worldwide catastrophe, throwing up atmospheric toxins that create horrific behaviour (think of Strange New World,  Star Trek Enterprise episode). Also see 4 and 6.

6. Nuclear Testing. Loren Moret showed that nuclear testing created toxins and exotic metals that cause exotic diseases like Autism, ADHD, Dyslexia, and other diseases not seen before. This could also cause the specific types of severe brain damage leading to the kind of RA behaviour that we see. Also see 4 and 5.

At the moment 4, 5, and 6 are very interesting to me. I’d forgotten that toxins and/or brain damage can create some very strange behaviours indeed. I’ve always thought that someone does not wake up one day and “decide” to carry out the extraordinarily extreme acts carried out in Ritual Abuse. This is especially the case with the context we are working in here, as exposed by Loren Moret and others. This supposed “evil” that the ludicrous Christian churches espouse, especially the “Holy Roman Church” is dangerous and counter-productive. Go back far enough and there are nature based, tribal societies living in harmony with the planet, not plagued by some assumed, Universe wide “evil” that we are supposedly in some metaphysical battle with. It’s ludicrous ! It also blocks access to looking at alternative explanations as I list above. By the way, I do practice a semi-religous and spiritual tradition myself. It’s called Gnosticism. However it’s roots go back to the origins of what we call Science, and a more culturally comparative way of looking at the world. A sort of multiple conflicting cultural traditions Diaspora.

So is it the toxins ? Whatever it is let’s start a debate about this and GET TO THE BOTTOM OF IT. Once and for all. I for one don’t want to allow these disgusting practices to carry on a moment longer.

UPDATE: 31sy May, 2015.

More thoughts. The Nuclear angle on its own happened too recently to have a bearing (on its own) on long time generational abuse passed down many generations. However, it would have a bearing as a factor making the already existing generational abuse worse.

Today I listened to “He” by Consolidated. This is a brilliant track by a brilliant band. Consolidated are vegetarians. Did you know that I was forced to eat meat again when I was dragged away to one of these psych wards many years ago ? That’s the truth and I don’t think it was coincidental. It’s all part of the Prickcopracy, destroy, fuck and usurp everything they can lay their hands on. Ritual Abuse is simply a “behind closed doors” logical extension of what these horrible MEN (on the most part) do to animals, the Planet and us on a daily basis …

She gave him life yet he would rather she be dead
out of her soil and her genitalia she bled
the tears of love and pain on down through millenia
the only love that he knows is necrophilia
he is a servant of god and capitol
conquer the land for the gold tobacco and the animals
he came on ships brought his horses and disease
he took by force what was offered to him peacefully
he robbed and killed and slayed up and down the coast
columbus, captain smitz, cortez father son and the holy ghost
through his ceasesless wars he molds identiy
raped the natives and their land demoralized his enemy
drain the human will and labor enemy
blast furnace coal mine sweat shops and textile mills
symbol of the wolf staring down the barrel of a gun
like Kuwaiti oil fields burning in the desert sun
every class and race every corner of the world
China India Africa and Europe she feels connected to our life
but he must stand alone in the name of progress the damage he has done
to purify her soul and her body in his eyes
decapitate and irrigate the other sterilze
everything he fears or doesn’t want to learn
like a Hindu widow or a witch she must be burned
science is the word his sword the medicine
modern gynecology and vivisection he removed her sex organs
he bound her feet chained up in the factory a milk and birth machine
he erased her voice her language and her signs
he rewrote all the history books to cover up the crimes
symbol of the Wolf striking fear in the soul of men
wiping out the predator so he can hunt the sacred game.


Getting Far Cry 4 to work with RadeonPro, and some examination of FC4 engine innovation.


In a previous post I found some of the possible reasons for serious intermittent frame rate drops (“stuttering”) on systems meeting the minimum requirements for Far Cry 4.

System Requirements

        OS: Windows® 7 (SP1) / Windows® 8 / Windows® 8.1 / (64-bit only)
        Processor: 2.6 GHz Intel® Core™ i5-750 or 3.2 GHz AMD Phenom™ II X4 955
        Memory: 4 GB RAM
        Graphics: NVIDIA GeForce GTX 460 or AMD Radeon HD5850 (1 GB VRAM)
        DirectX: Version 11
        Network: Broadband Internet connection
        Hard Drive: 30 GB available space
        Sound Card: DirectX-compatible (5.1 surround sound recommended)
        Additional Notes: Windows-compatible keyboard, mouse, optional controller (Xbox 360 Controller for Windows recommended)

        OS: Windows® 7 (SP1) / Windows® 8 / Windows® 8.1 / (64-bit only)
        Processor: 2.5 GHz Intel® Core™ i5-2400S or 4.0 GHz AMD FX-8350 or better
        Memory: 8 GB RAM
        Graphics: NVIDIA GeForce GTX 680 or AMD Radeon R9 290X or better (2 GB VRAM)
        DirectX: Version 11
        Network: Broadband Internet connection
        Hard Drive: 30 GB available space
        Sound Card: DirectX-compatible (5.1 surround sound recommended)
        Additional Notes: Supported video cards at the time of release: NVIDIA GeForce GTX 460 or better, GeForce GTX 700 series; AMD Radeon HD5850 or better, Radeon R9 series. Note: Laptop versions of these cards may work but are NOT officially supported.

( Steam Far Cry 4 page )

My system is some way above the minimum with a 3 GHz CPU and an AMD R7 260x graphics card. I had tweaked  FC4 to the point where I had a stable frame rate ( 30 – 60 fps, usually ~40 ) but that was with most things set to low. Later I found I could turn up some of the settings, possibly due to various FC4 patches and new AMD graphics drivers. As always its difficult to be sure without doing extensive benchmarking which I rarely have time for so a lot of this is based on common sense and educated guesses. I’ve been tempted to ditch PC gaming and buy a console to get away from frustrating tweaking, but I find the technology of video game engines fascinating and would miss the ability to experiment.

Anyway, I still had to have the FC4 textures set firmly on low and I was beginning to wonder why. I had already failed to get RadeonPro to work with FC4 and realised that I really needed it, especially with this game.

BTW, I suspect a lot of the confusion surrounding the tweaking of FC4 is due to it being a 64bit only video game engine. It just does not behave the way most people are used to 32bit game engines behaving. I recently reinstalled Brother in Arms: Road to Hill 30 and the contrast between that and FC4 is almost shocking. Where RtH30 has a totally stripped down appearance, the FC4 world is almost filled to bursting point with events and graphics. That is the difference between 32bit and 64. Up to these fairly recent 64 only games, designers were constrained by the 32bit limit. That’s why these older games look so stripped down, in an almost Zen like appearance. Not just for performance but simply to be able to fit everything into memory. I think 64bit also provides better (not just more) memory addressing so everything can be swapped in and out of memory a lot faster as our hero moves around the FC4 world. However all this new 64bit technology does not come without some teething troubles as we’ll see below.

So onto RadeonPro. I tried making a FC4 profile again. At startup FC4 crashed in Windows 7 with an audio notification and the little dialog box that Win7 throws up. I soon realised that my copy of Fraps was preventing FC4 from loading (I often run Fraps alongside RadeonPro because RP’s screenshot engine sometimes fails to detect its hotkey, whereas Fraps seems to work with anything). I started FC4 with RadeonPro again. Crash ! Or was it ? Windows 7 played its crash notification but FC4 continued loading. What was happening ? I soon realised that the FC4 “.exe” must be starting and terminating multiple times as it went through both Steam and then UPlay before FC4 actually starts. In fact it “crashes” no less than three times before loading up the FC4 menu ! But then I actually had RadeonPro working with FC4. At last.

BTW RadeonPro must, of course, be in 64bit mode for FC4.

fc4_rp_visual fc4_rp_advanced fc4_rp_tweaks fc4_rp_launcher fc4_rp_triggers

So now I had all the aggressive performance optimisations that RP provides.

Remember …

  • No Fraps or other conflicting background processes.
  • RadoenPro must be in 64bit mode (bottom right of its GUI).
  • With RP running FC4 starts up strangely. Windows will indicate multiple crashes but FC4 should start and remain stable.
  • I suspected closing or minimising the Uplay window was interfering with the FC4 startup process as well, so I left it alone, but that could have just been a fluke

Now I started a bit of testing using RP. With textures turned up to the point of bringing on the intermittent frame rate drops, the RP OSD showed my video card speed dropping well below its maximum speed at exactly the point where the fps dropped. If the Dunia engine is doing more work at that point the video card frequency should be going up not down ! Is this evidence of a bug in the 64bit Dunia engine ? Possibly. It could also be a bottleneck on my system somewhere. Remember this 64bit gaming is pushing everything to the max.

Anyhow with RP in the mix I was able to get my textures up to medium with, thankfully, a stable frame rate. This is certainly due to the optimisations provided by RP, but it could also be to do with later FC4 patches and AMD driver releases providing a further influence.

Now this is where things got interesting. I distinctly remembered have a totally smooth, stable and high framerate the first time I installed and played FC4. That was with High to Ultra textures ! Yet I could never replicate that initial experience. Then I had a brain wave. Could the bottleneck be caused by screen resolution ? Did I start FC4 for the first time with a low resolution ? I’d been running consistently at 1440×900. So I cranked that down to just above minimum – 1280×800 and presto ! Smooth frame rates right up to High textures. When I went up to Ultra the stuttering returned. But had a cracked it ? (Remember what I said about 64 bit game engines … I’m used to screen resolution making little difference to fps which is why I usually leave it at 1440×900 … on 32 bit engines).

I had to go out of FC4 for some reason. When I loaded it up again with the same setting as before the stuttering had returned  ! It was definitely working fine before. Ha ha ! My theory had been correct; bottlenecking to do with resolution, however here I had hit an intermittent problem. The Dunia engine was not being consistent in its behaviour. This points to differences in resource allocation each time Dunia starts up. Restarting Windows did not solve the problem, although this could be a problem anywhere in the graphics pipeline from Windows, to Windows 64 bit libraries right along to the Dunia engine itself. Anyway, to restate, this points to inconsistent behaviour by the Dunia engine … on one load you might get great performance, on another it will be different. However I would not call the above a bug just yet, as this appears to happen on lower spec machines (like mine) which are probably guaranteed by Ubisoft to provide a stable gaming experience on the lower FC4 settings. Maybe Dunia is simply having trouble allocating resources ?

So here is where I got the FC4 settings to with the help of RP.


Altogether quite a frustrating experience. But FC4 is a very innovative game in its game play creativity and with the 64bit Dunia engine creating such an impressive, almost overwhelming video game environment. But I’m glad I managed to get on top of some troubleshooting as it revealed some of what is possibly going on in the background with the Dunia engine.

Moral of story ? Don’t ignore 64bit. It’s different to what we’re used to.


The Conspiracy Theory that Became Fact: Neuroweapons, Electromagnetic Mind Control Beams & Human Experimentation

Peter Sellers as Dr Strangelove
Peter Sellers as Dr Strangelove
Torture, Asian and Global Perspectives, Volume 2, Issue 2, June-August 2013 cover story

Since my last post I appear to have found the proof of something that, although I was aware of it, I had firmly placed in the conspiracy theory and science fiction department … until now.

So without further ado … suck on this.

The major journal/magazine Torture: Asian And Global Perspectives has published a number of articles by Cheryl Welsh. Welsh graduated from Lincoln Law School of Sacramento in 2007. She is founder and director of Mindjustice.org, which is where I discovered these articles.



Torture, Asian and Global Perspectives, Volume 2, Issue 2, June-August 2013 cover storyNEUROWEAPONS: Inside Story of the mind control project.

Please note the Torture magazine/journal uses the slightly irritating ISSUU reader. However the pages are simply image file JPEG’s. Right click on page and, in Firefox, use “Inspect element” to see the link to the JPEG file. I managed to extract all the images this way using a script, but out of respect for the magazine’s publishing policy I won’t reproduce them all here, just the relevant article images compressed into a ZIP file.


Torture, Asian and Global Perspectives, Volume 2, Issue 1, February – April 2013.


Torture, Asian and Global Perspectives, Volume 1, Issue 4, October – December 2012.

Cold War Nonconsensual Experiments: The Threat of Neuroweapons and the Danger it will happen again - Page 1

Essex Human Rights Review Volume 9 Number 1, June 2012.

Outlaw nonconsensual human experiments now - Bulletin of the Atomic Scientists

The Bulletin of the Atomic Scientists website opinion section (classified as a Biosecurity article), June 2009.

  • Outlaw nonconsensual human experiments now by Cheryl Welsh.
  • The Bulletin of the Atomic Scientists is a nontechnical online magazine that covers global security and public policy issues related to the dangers posed by nuclear and other weapons of mass destruction, climate change, emerging technologies, and diseases. It has been published continuously since 1945, when it was founded by former Manhattan Project physicists after the atomic bombings of Hiroshima and Nagasaki as the Bulletin of the Atomic Scientists of Chicago.” – http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bulletin_of_the_Atomic_Scientists

So there you go tin foil hat wearers. Vindication ? … Joking aside, there is some wisdom to being sceptical of conspiracy theories. We’ve all seen them on the internet. The clue to one of them being a theory is the often complete lack of references, or, if there are references then they are subject to outrageous speculation. I’ve also seen evidence that some conspiracy theories are deliberately made up by corrupt intelligence agency factions and other criminal syndicates in order to spread fear. However this one, which was once a “conspiracy theory”, in my opinion now shows clear evidence for it being real. For those who don’t get it yet we’re talking about reports over the years of being “attacked by the CIA”, “watched”, “thoughts being implanted on my head”. You know, the usual “he must be a nutter” sort of story. Some cases may originate in severe trauma caused by other sources of mistreatment. That in itself is bad and I would like to see those people treated with respect and given genuine non-invasive medical treatment. They certainly should not be treated with derision as its well known that severe trauma can cause all sorts of “crazy” behaviour. But the real bomb shell here is that there really is evidence to support many “crazy” claims. Its a huge scandal that we’re locking people up in dodgy asylums for trying to report these things. I know some mental health professionals are probably not that well informed in this area (please read this page!), but others seem to have a rather offensive attitude towards anything that just seems “crazy”. I think we’re all in danger of falling into that trap, I know, I’ve done it myself. But most people would not forcibly drug and maybe even electroshock those people just because “they sound crazy”. Anyway there’s a whole other kettle of fish here that I don’t want to get into.

So, still not convinced ? You’d be right to sceptical. That’s healthy. Convince yourself of the evidence FIRST before jumping to any conclusions ! But for me the coup de grâce was the historical research document provided by Welsh. This, I must say, for me has been one of the most cathartic documents I’ve ever read. Just when my sceptical mind was wanting to put the whole thing on the back-burner because “there’s more important things to do”, a key bit of the history would jump off the page at me … here:

International Campaign To End Human Rights Violations Involving Classified New Weapons of Mass Destruction: Electromagnetic and Neurological Technologies

April 1999 with 2000 update By Cheryl Welsh

This whole bloody disaster fits perfectly into the history of the Cold War, Dr. Stranglelove and all the rest of it. Right from testing radiation on unsuspecting victims in the Manhattan Project up to testing LSD on people, without their permission, as part of MKULTRA. I’ll leave the reader to draw their own conclusions.

The other issue here is the quality of work provided by Cheryl Welsh (thank you !). Her style immediately caught my attention, no doubt learnt as part of her legal training. She knows how to research and her language is not riddled with the florid paranoia that contaminates so much of the writing in that other field – conspiracy theory – rather than this field, which is more like some kind forensic search for the truth. By the way I don’t mean to insult victims of Neuroweapons by mentioning this paranoia. I know how difficult it can be to write or speak without getting angry or jumping to conclusions when these kind of tortures have caused so much pain and mayhem to an individual. But unfortunately the atmosphere created by political correctness and obsessions with “mental illnesses” blind some people to why someone would come across that way.

So on to maybe the most important question … WHY ? Welsh covers this as well. Did you know that the Nuremberg Code is voluntary ?

“The fundamental weakness of ethics codes, such as the Nuremberg Code, is that they provide voluntary guidelines only.”

( Cold War Nonconsensual Experiments: The Threat of Neuroweapons and the Danger it will happen again by Cheryl Welsh on June 1st 2012 )

Yes, you read that right … VOLUNTARY. After the death camps, after Dr. Mengele and all the rest of it. Yes. Voluntary. Fucking unbelievable. This is like saying to the Fox …

“Look, we don’t want you coming into the Hen House, right ? But, ya know, its a voluntary code, OK ?”.

So what do we think is going to happen next ? You see, there are reasons that we have ended up in this disaster and why the above articles are, sadly, not that unbelievable when you look at the historical context. As Welsh points out, decade after decade new laws have been passed “banning human experimentation” only to have clauses put in that allow officials to wave in human experimentation in decisions that can be made in secret. So NOW do you realise WHY such human experimentation projects still exist ? As The Torture journal points out, its all very well passing laws but they have to be ENFORCED or they are meaningless. As I found out when I was travelling in Mexico and Guatemala the indigenous people there are quite aware that many of them are kidnapped and tortured by the corrupt government/military/intelligence factions (I’m thinking specifically of The Zapatistas here). But in the West (USA, UK, Europe), have we anaesthetised ourselves to the The Truth ? Do we believe that these things only happen in far away “failed states” ? Scepticism and  demanding to see evidence is an important request. But when victims of these kinds of abuses are often ignored, treated as “conspiracy theorists” or “mentally ill” I am reminded again of my experience in Mexico and Guatemala. There it was obvious that many communities were willing to offer support and understanding to victims of torture … and more importantly they were BELIEVED. The use of torture can be a sad testament to some of the problems of our times. It can be depressing and I certainly would not want to rub anyone’s face in it, not that I have not felt that way occasionally! (If you really want to face it then read the editorial in this issue of Torture, Asian and Global Perspectives).

Being a victim and now survivor, I have received extraordinary acts of kindness from many people, but often still feel invisible through lack of understanding and lack of belief. I know this is partly because society has not been properly informed about the nature of this kind of torture. It’s also a tactic of these criminals to mislead people and cover up the truth. However I hope more people out there can begin to appreciate that there is real hardcore evidence now for these kind of abuses, as I think Cheryl Welsh shows very effectively.

Lastly I wanted to mention mention the Captain America film, Winter Soldier. Any Americaphile should get the Thomas Paine reference …

“THESE are the times that try men’s souls. The summer soldier and the sunshine patriot will, in this crisis, shrink from the service of their country; but he that stands it now, deserves the love and thanks of man and woman. Tyranny, like hell, is not easily conquered; yet we have this consolation with us, that the harder the conflict, the more glorious the triumph. What we obtain too cheap, we esteem too lightly: it is dearness only that gives every thing its value. Heaven knows how to put a proper price upon its goods; and it would be strange indeed if so celestial an article as FREEDOM should not be highly rated.”

( The Crisis No. I, written 19 December 1776, published 23 December 1776).

I have already been surprised that there are already articles out there such as the one’s by Welsh in respected publications like Torture. But then watching Winter Soldier really did it …

captain_america_-_winter_soldier_5 captain_america_-_winter_soldier_4 captain_america_-_winter_soldier_3 captain_america_-_winter_soldier_2 captain_america_-_winter_soldier_1

Those screen grabs from the film show a system to target individuals for nasty purposes. For those that think that this is “just science fiction” (well, actually it is to be honest, but anyway) might want to read Captain America: The Winter Soldier” Is About Obama’s Terror-Suspect Kill List, Say the Film’s Directors if they think I’m just making idle guesses here. It looks like some in Hollywood are seriously pissed about Obama’s Kill list. Yes, that’s the initiative to blow people away, with no trial, with drone strikes. I would say that project has emerged straight out the cynical crossing of the line when it comes to violating the sacred rights of the individual vis’a’vis human experimentation and Neuroweapons.

More so, guess what a major support group calls the real life victims of these mistreatments ? Yep. a TI, or Targetted Individual … notice the last screen grab above.

TI = Targeted Individual.

The End.

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